As I walked down the hall to wake the boys up on Sunday morning, I stopped for a second and just watched them sleep. I'm beginning to realize that this 'stopping for a second' is just filling my soul with so much! In my world where things are always go go go,
I'm learning that this stopping for a second is where God wants me to be!
I've always loved to watch my boys sleep since they were born. It might be because when Justin & Jordan were born, they were sleeping for a long time and that's all I could do was watch them sleep. Their little 2 and 3 pound bodies were fighting a fight just to stay alive so it was good that they rested.
Then as they grew and Jet came along,
I loved to watch them sleep because it was peaceful & quiet :)
After days of going to speech therapy, physical therapy, occupational therapy, doctor's appointments, playing outside, cooking, cleaning, playing hide and seek, refereeing arguments, cleaning some more, jumping on the trampoline, riding bikes, breaking up wrestling matches, getting boys down from off the dining room table or screwing the top back on the dining room table after they had gotten under it and taken EVERY screw out, cleaning up the Tide out of the dryer, reading books, cleaning the giant baby powder that was so much fun to dump out, placing bandaids on booboos, rushing to the ER for stitches, rushing to the ER to make sure Jet didn't have an implant battery in his stomach, finding money in Justin's stomach when doing X-rays for pneumonia, doing breathing treatments for Jordan, and
well, I could probably fill up the blog, but you get the point….
when they were sleeping, it was GOOD! It was good for them & good for Mama & Daddy!
Rest helped them and us be prepared and ready for the next day! They knew that they could lay their heads on their pillows (usually all in the same bed),
and we would be there for them... for a new day, a new adventure!
As I was standing there watching them Sunday
(of course after I took their pictures because I'm a visual learner
so I love to put pictures with my writings), this verse came to my mind.
Matthew 11:28 "Come to me all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."
I think God probably likes to watch us rest….
not necessarily sleeping,
but resting in His presence,
trusting that He will protect us,
that He will always provide for our every needs,
and He will ALWAYS be there for us because He will never leave or forsake us.
There is a lot of activity in our minds much like all the physical activity that takes place raising boys. Sometimes just as Justin & Jordan's little bodies were fighting to stay alive,
we feel like we are fighting to stay alive in all the struggles…
finances, medical diagnosis, repairing relationships,
death of loved ones, (you fill in the blank for your life)…
How are we supposed to rest during all these things?
I'm glad you asked…
Back to Truth…
"COME TO ME" Jesus said...
May we go to Jesus with that weariness and give Him ALL our burdens, so we
can experience this incredible rest that only comes from
TRUSTING HIM!
I used to think this was a one time event…it's not for me…
it's a daily, hourly, minute by minute thing…
Go to Jesus!… He will give you rest!